by: Kristy Duke
Raw emotions heavily ripple through my numb body as I stare heavily at the old farmhouse that doubles as Landon’s hideout, my thought remain upon what I had just witnessed an hour ago. Of Shawn angrily telling Bo that his killer should have finished his job, that it would have been good for Hazzard. How dumb can he possibly be? I feel a small smile cross my face as I think of Luke’s quick and harsh reaction was towards Shawn’s outburst, of Jesse’s anger toward what Shawn had said. But better yet, was watching and listening into Shawn quickly trying to take back all that he had said once he realized exactly what he had done. Of the heavy fear in his eyes as Luke boldly accused Shawn of attacking Bo in the barn while he acted hurt and insulted of the accusation in order to persuade his old friend that he didn’t do the exact thing he had done. Of the little that I know of Luke, one thing is sure: he’s protective of Bo and he’ll do everything in his power to find out whoever wronged Bo. Whoever wronged Bo, was in for a nasty surprise when Luke found them as makes sure whoever did it, paid at full price for what they had done. And now that someone is his old friend, Shawn Graham. Deep down, I know, give Luke a few days he’ll find out it was Shawn who attacked Bo. Will find out who Shawn really is.
Thinking of that sends fear and worry deep down within me, because deep down, I know once Luke finds out it was Shawn, Shawn will start fingering me as being part of his gang. Not fear or worry of Luke, I didn’t wrong Bo, Shawn had. But fear and worry in knowing once Shawn goes down, so will the rest of his gang, which would also include me because I had so boldly walked up and forced them to accept me into their gang. Which I don’t dread. I dread the fact that Shawn is as dumb as he is and he will greedily take everyone down with him to ensure that he’s not the only one who pays for the crimes. It’s just who he is. Greedy, coward, dumb, and confident; all at the same time. Yet, Landon approves of Shawn and all is ‘mistakes’ that is costing the whole gang with each passing day, despite his anger outburst and putting me as Shawn’s ‘babysitter’ he seems to look upon Shawn as a younger brother. Protective of him. But in a different way than Luke is of Bo. Luke is more forgiving than Landon would ever be.
Climbing off of my motorcycle and begin to walk across the muddy driveway, I silently muse on whether or not Landon will be so forgiving now that Shawn has slipped up again.
“There’s Garrett,” Landon greets me with a large smile and I am surprised not to see the anger from him as I was expecting and I glance around the large room to find Shawn leaning against the back wall, talking freely to Cliff and Darrell. “Shawn was guessing you lost your way here, but I told him to give you time, you’d make it here.”