by: Kristy Duke
Emotions rage wildly within me as I silently watch my young niece struggling for her life on the old hospital bed while listening to her weak monitors that stand across her bed from me. My mind struggles through the past couple of months, the events that had landed me where I am today: alone in the small hospital room with my comatose niece with both my boys seeming forever lost. Anger resides deeply within me, anger so strong to me that it feels like a foreign substance within me; anger towards the criminals that have tore my family apart and at myself, for allowing all this to happen. If only I had believed Luke instead of doubting him with each set of evidence they directed towards Luke and believed Bo’s blind faith in Luke, perhaps. . .
Tears quietly wield their way through my tight stubborn shield to erupt down my cold aging face, soaking into my thick gray beard and mustache. Surrendering to the salty tears that sting my eyes, I am suddenly lost in deep thought, deep in prayer for my niece to awaken to be all right; deep in prayer for the return of my family. Finishing my long thoughtful prayer, my thoughts quickly entangle with the deep emotions that erupt within me. My heart aches in harsh sadness, worry, and fear as my mind quickly shifts from the past couple of months that had led to today’s events to Cooter’s horrid phone call I had received hours ago. Glancing up at the small circular wall clock that hangs across the room from Daisy’s bed, above the small TV, to force my heart to come to an abrupt halt in fear. It’d now have been over four hours since Cooter had first called in for an ambulance and for a fire truck and yet no word on any findings of either Bo or LB.
Fear-filled thoughts thickly corse my trembling body as I stare blankly at Daisy and her monitors while my mind remains fixated on Bo; on losing him to such a horrible death. My imagination plays vividly within me, picturing Bo and LB within the vehicle, trapped, while they slowly burnt to death within the withering flames. Once again tears explode down my cheeks as I slowly tuck my head down into the palm of my trembling hands while my mind remains stuck on Bo’s last few minutes of life captured in harsh pain, sitting waiting his slow death. And LB’s horrid death. My heart tightens in great sadness as my mind continues to picture Bo’s slow death while fear and regret rushes through me at the thought of what the future will hold, of having to go on with my own life without Bo, perhaps Daisy and Luke. All due to the same group of people, the same group of people that continues to walk free to do more harm while Luke remains imprisoned by the law, Daisy remains in her coma, and while Bo suffered to death due to them.
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